Arghhhhh! Divorce Battle

My mind and body are focused on getting through this process. I am having to justify and defend every decision I have made, justify my lifestyle and counteract the vicious accusations being made by my ex. My farm is at stake. I would much rather be sewing or doing other handwork. My seeds are not getting planted. I can see the grass and hills calling me out the window. I am stuck and frustrated at this desk. I know it will pass....just have to plug along.