I've been staying up late spinning while all the resident critters are asleep. I don't know where the month of October and now November have disappeared. I know that I've done things. I've been back and forth to NJ twice. The most recent time was not good. I was very discouraged and afraid when I got home. But I've tried to turn it around. My dear friends in Ky have reached out to me and I am healing. I can look at the next phase of my life any way I choose, I suppose. I choose to look at it as an opportunity sent by the universe. I am in danger of being stripped of nearly every thing I have worked for my entire adult life. If it happens, I will begin again. I have decided to not worry and just DO. Whatever needs to be done, I will do it and it will be good.